Dead and GoneIt was odd to feel nothing. Yet it was so easy. Sam didn't have to think of Jess, or Madison, or anything, and feel pain, or worry about his brother dying, or the grief of killing innocent people.The last one wasn't that great, but that meant mistakes didn't discourage him. While Dean preferred to spare all innocent lives, Sam could care less. And then when he thought of when he watched Dean turn to a vampire, while he stood there, the old Sam would feel guilty as hell. But now he barely thought of it, as if it was a catch in the game.Sometimes he'd get little messages from the old Sam. That told him no, that wasn't him, and what was